My Father

When tears reach my cheek
And death all around me
The fear of failing and negativity drown me
I was born a winner
My mom prepared me for this
Dad took over In gave me this
A strong way to communicate, a firm handshake and a smile
Look me in the eyes and don't you frown
Hold ya up when you feeling a little low
Dad's Word in No Particular Order-
Do something good
When your energy get's low
Never be gullable
There's predators in the world
matter fact there at your school
Don't wear that lipstick girl
Although i didnt grasp it all
I got these few things
Daddy didnt raise no PUNKS and Dam sho No DUMMIES
Might didnt get the memo
But he did what he knew best
And i love him
Cause at times he didn't even rest
I knew he knew i got it
Cause he'd say it over and over again
Still i ran like a child and blew in the wind!!
No matter what people say
And i heard it all
My dad is my world
And he's done it all
No words could express the utmost gratitiude i carry
Hoping the day he can see me Marry
I finish these words
He taught me to stay true
Don't sugar coat nothing
Girl Tell the Truth!!!
My Ragedy

Dreams

Disrupted

Repeated

Envious

Mind

Set

The One

When i'm overwhelmed stressed
I look to the best
To Conquer my fears and dry my tears
My stress reliever
Pain Killer
Problem Solver
The one who makes me feel like i can share anything and overcome
To the one who's taken me to higher places
Put smiles on this lonely face in
Really brought me through
When i had no one to talk to
No one understood
Couldnt Comprehend the pain i went through
How i love the freedom it gives me
The joy it sings to me
The creativity it brings out of me
It build my character
Encouraged my talent
Brought me through my teenage challenge
Has expanded my mental thoughts
Gave back what i thought i lost
Met me in the dark
And drug me to the light with out i fight i went
And took all this from the one person who taught me to fight
My Pen!!!!!

THIS IS IT

THIS IS IT   I TELL MYSELF ONCE AGAIN
FROM THE TOP TO THE BOTTOM
BEGINNING TO THE END
MY LIFE'S STORY IS A GUARANTEED WIN
THROUGH HEARTACHE AND LAUGHTER 
I BEGIN TO SPILL THE BEANS
SEXUAL MOLESTATION AND FRUSTRATION
BURDEN MY HEART LIKE A DISEASE
TRANSFORMED MY BURDENS INTO POSITIVE ACTION
ONLY TO GET A REACTION FROM THOSE        
WHO THOUGHT I SHOULDN'T BE
HAPPY NOR SAD 
MAD OR DECEASED
TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOW 
DON'T YOU SEE THE INCREASE
THE RIGHT ROAD IS ALWAYS NARROW
WRONGROAD ALWAYS OPTIONS TO MESS UP EVEN THOUGH IT'S  WIDE
I TAKE PRIDE IN MYSELF LIKE FINE WINE ON A SHELF
NO PITY  PARTY FOR SELF 
MOTIVATION GIVING WITHIN ME 
FOR I GET WHAT I ASK FOR EVEN IF IM NOT WORTHY
SUBJECTED TO CIRCUMSTANCE
WHO IS WILLING TO TAKE A STAND
FOR THE PAIN IS WASHED THE PAST 
LIKE THE WIND BLOWS TALL GRASS
AT LAST IM FREE TO JUST DO ME..

It's Obvious

I don't have a topic cause its straight of the brain
Not mentally insane and i don't use Gods name in vein.
struggles in my path yet i see a break through
Gods telling me to work keep it up
And i will see you through!
Although my faith is increasing
And in God i should never doubt
I just wanna change in my life
Spiritual Breakthrough is what im talking about
My blessings come from Faith
And me yielding to my call
I can do so many things through him that strengthen me
A mighty power is what i seem to bestow
I say a Earnest prayer
Leading me to whatever it is that he see's fit
I have a yearning to serve him without waiver
Least i can do For GOD's major favors!!!