I'm Tired

Im tired of being responsible for the reactions i give
For the people i ignore
and life that i live
Im tired of loving folks that just dont love me back
But let me act a fool they gone have a heart attack
Im tired of shutting my mouth
For the sake of how it might make me look
Im tired of shedding tears
For people that arent true
Im tired of saying GOODBYE
yet i see you everyday
Im tired of waking up with the same frown on my face
Im tired of being Nice
When you really eerk my nerves
tired of staying in my lane
When you dont stay in Yurz
tired of apologizing for not doing you
not gon say sorry or run no Excuse
im tired of living like
I owe you sumthin
I paid my dues
Im tired and through
Now tell me what you tired of..

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Untitled because love has no boundaries
Soaring through the sky recklessly
Unleashing a inner beast dying to be free from captivity
I can taste it in the atmosphere
I have no fear
My Heart longs to be free
This world we live in has a way of keeping you one
dimension-ally
All Fictional but can you picture you
Soaring like a Eagle with wings
A walk that Tyra envies and an eye like a tiger
I'm tired of being the one to apologize for feelings that i feel
When deep down inside i know my feelings are real
I can't imagine my life with you
So why would i die trying to please you
A friendship is what i can give you
But you love what i desire which is the inner beauty of my soul
Your bold
Im conservative with Love
Sound outlandish
We argue and fight
Cause im a little mannish
Pushing a way a love
For emptiness i tend to fill
With the word that promises me that
He is the REAL DEAL.
Im just a mile away from my dream
but not with out shedding tears
and breaking hearts that i once loved and cared for
It's not over it's just beginning
I love you but not more than i love my kids or myself..
And that alone tells me
what direction to go
I can't forgive you so i must let you go.
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Tanish