If I.......

If there was ever a dream
I would be True
But the sound of this silence has to be brand new

I often imagined this life with just the two
Of us no interruptions up late at night having heart to heart discussions

If there was ever a dream
I'd bleed to save you
Share my last to feed you
Give you the clothes of the back if I had to

What's came true
Isnt a mystery or a tragedy
to people
Let me go back to mind casualty

Im unavailable to you
Were you ever open to me
Does real love exist
Or is this a wicked dream

If there was ever a dream
Would you see me in it
Or would the gentlemen in you
Make sure I get it

If there was ever a dream
Would I second guess this life
Make many mistakes
Or argue and fight

Does love surpass all
Or does it make you want to fall
IF I ever was to dream
It would go like this

Love is You
I heard in a song
Pure and transparent
Where nothing goes wrong
A hug
A kiss is like winning the lottery
One gesture of affection
takes you to places
Not even a world traveler has been
IF I WAS TO DREAM
TO WAKE UP TO MOON
Slow dance on a beach on a sunday afternoon
IF I WAS EVER TO DREAM
id be in love with you.
Making memories to last a lifetime if I ever was to lose  you.

DONT DO IT AGAIN
YOU RIGHT HE WRONG
BUT WHO REALLY WINS
VICTIM OF CIRCUMSTANCES
LOVERS BY CHOICE
SOUNDS SENSUAL
HIS VERY TONE OF THE VOICE
MAKES YOU MOIST
ITS VIBRANT
AND OH SO LOVELY
WHISPERS IN YOUR EAR
OOOOH
JUST LET ME F@CK THEE
YOU GIGGLE
HE LAUGHS
WALKS OUT THE ROOM
JUST TO RUN YOU A HOT BATH
CANDLES LIT
WHILE YOU RELAX
IN THE BACK OF HIS MIND
THIS NIGGA THINKIN SHIT
IM GON DO SOME THANGS
MAKE HER SCREAM MY NAME
SHE'S IN THAT HOT TUB LIKE
OOOH I HOPE HE RELIEVES ME AGAINNNN.
SEX STORIES ARE THE BEST STORIES
FEW MORE TIMES WILL MAKE IT
HIS-STORY
UNFOLD LIKE COVERS
BUT YOU UNDER THE SHEETS
YOU HEAR THAT MAN MOAN
WHILE SHE THINKS
I KNOW IMA FREAK
AS THE NIGHT WINDS DOWN
THE HORMONES TURN UP
LAYIN ON YA BACK
LIKE OOOH THAT WAS A GOOD F!$K.
THE MIND OF FREAK
IS ONLY TO BE UNLEASHED
WITH A MAN IN THE SHEETS
SORTA LIKE DESTINY.
MATCH MAKERS
AND ASS SHAKERS
HEAD BOARDS IN HANDCUFFS
ROUGH SEX OR NO SEX.
WHEN HE'S DONE
YOUR LIKE HMM
I WONDER WHAT'S NEXT

~MIND FREAK

Mind Casualties!!!!

What if the world had no word
But i could look you in the eye
In you created a vocabulary only me and you could understand
Would a stroke of Genuis cause you to realize that within me is you
And you can see us together
What if you had no eyes to see
But just the touch of my cheek or a kiss
You knew immediately that this right here could last a lifetime
Who guesses there mate?
Who really initates?
Why is it that what we see ends up really never being what we really know or is.
Is it the mind lust or heart that plays a bag full of tricks
Subsequently allowing ourselves to unfold the desires of the heart
Our hearts fabricate a illusion of transparent tendency to have something that's just not meant to be
Underlying those dreams as a child to one day have thee "American Dream"
Now at some point your life took a turn to the right.
When clearly the left was the promised and most destined choice
In this world we live in
We are program to think that youhave to bump your head
Let experience teach you
Instead of listening to what Mama told you
Love is not visual, You never see it coming, Sorta like a thief in the night
Or a dog that you never expect to bite...
What if you could choose who you love,
What if you could see it
Would you really Believe it!!!
Why do people love and lose.
Instead of gaining Truths
Subtle qualities
In a diamond in a rough kinda world.
Seeking precious stones out of coal
How do we manipulate a glass sculpture without really breakin its Core
Do we allow our selves to be broken or does ignorance over power  THE reality of life changing events
What if it was something there yet you couldn't see
Or pushed it to the side cause of what could be!!
Mind Casualties
TW2013

Writer's Block

Does a writer or poet ever run out of things to say
Does life issues seem to get in the way?
Does the time not tell
Do real people fail?
Can you imagine a words without meaning
Transparent thoughts
Can you see right through me?
Does it make any sense to fight
When you don't know who's wrong or right
If i have a writers block
Would it make sense to type?
Does affection go with Protection
Can you please the unPleaseable
Do you work hard or play smart
Is life in your hands
Or did you just park
Do you know what i'm thinking
Just by looking into my eyes
Does life throw curve balls
And you knock em out the park
Are you dependent on love
Where do you start?
Does life have options
Is there a beggining and END
I can never have writer's block
If i just pick up my PEN!!!
2012 Writer's Block

Master mind of affection
My protection is my heart
Guard is my heart
Souls collide
Revealing untold secrets
And marvelous mysteries
I release and exhale
Inhaling love's purity and infectiousness
It's contagious and i want to share it with him
As i kiss his lips
It reminds me of everything Perfect
As he kisses my neck
I take a breath
Only to breathe in his love and affection
My protection is my heart
I say I DO to you loving me
And loving you is easy nature
We take pleasure in pleasing and priority over regret
Short stories for history Let's Make Magic
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Lover Illusion

9 years and i finally let go
Of an illusion that we will never be
I must admit
I'm a little unhappy
To think after all these years
of loving you and holding on to the hope
That although we were 2
One day just one day
We 2 will become one
I've given you something no one else has had
My heart
Unconditional Favor and my attention
You blew me off
Loved another
And made me to be the blame
That cause i tried to move on(still loving you)
Cope with what i had lost
I made a bad mistake
I know without a doubt in my heart
Nobody will love you this way
My brain is overwhelmed
but yet my heart has been released
9 years
Plenty of tears
From which none of this should be this way
I have come to know that
This was not a fly by night
 But yet i still thought you loved me
Just the timing wasnt right
I regressed with you
After major progress, to a love that was untrue
Was always transparent with you
Never lied and was always true
Was it because of what you fed yourself mentally
or what i lacked materially
Because Spiritually NOBODY  could tell me this was not meant to be
Fed my self
And drained me
Thinking of possibilities
You owe me not just an explanation
But a surgery
Say a prayer for me
And mend not only my HEART
But my negative mentality
I'm wounded not dead
Broken  but spiritually fed.
I'll love you forever
But love myself more Instead