Writer's Block

Does a writer or poet ever run out of things to say
Does life issues seem to get in the way?
Does the time not tell
Do real people fail?
Can you imagine a words without meaning
Transparent thoughts
Can you see right through me?
Does it make any sense to fight
When you don't know who's wrong or right
If i have a writers block
Would it make sense to type?
Does affection go with Protection
Can you please the unPleaseable
Do you work hard or play smart
Is life in your hands
Or did you just park
Do you know what i'm thinking
Just by looking into my eyes
Does life throw curve balls
And you knock em out the park
Are you dependent on love
Where do you start?
Does life have options
Is there a beggining and END
I can never have writer's block
If i just pick up my PEN!!!
2012 Writer's Block

Master mind of affection
My protection is my heart
Guard is my heart
Souls collide
Revealing untold secrets
And marvelous mysteries
I release and exhale
Inhaling love's purity and infectiousness
It's contagious and i want to share it with him
As i kiss his lips
It reminds me of everything Perfect
As he kisses my neck
I take a breath
Only to breathe in his love and affection
My protection is my heart
I say I DO to you loving me
And loving you is easy nature
We take pleasure in pleasing and priority over regret
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Lover Illusion

9 years and i finally let go
Of an illusion that we will never be
I must admit
I'm a little unhappy
To think after all these years
of loving you and holding on to the hope
That although we were 2
One day just one day
We 2 will become one
I've given you something no one else has had
My heart
Unconditional Favor and my attention
You blew me off
Loved another
And made me to be the blame
That cause i tried to move on(still loving you)
Cope with what i had lost
I made a bad mistake
I know without a doubt in my heart
Nobody will love you this way
My brain is overwhelmed
but yet my heart has been released
9 years
Plenty of tears
From which none of this should be this way
I have come to know that
This was not a fly by night
 But yet i still thought you loved me
Just the timing wasnt right
I regressed with you
After major progress, to a love that was untrue
Was always transparent with you
Never lied and was always true
Was it because of what you fed yourself mentally
or what i lacked materially
Because Spiritually NOBODY  could tell me this was not meant to be
Fed my self
And drained me
Thinking of possibilities
You owe me not just an explanation
But a surgery
Say a prayer for me
And mend not only my HEART
But my negative mentality
I'm wounded not dead
Broken  but spiritually fed.
I'll love you forever
But love myself more Instead

Is it Just Me?

I fantasize about luxuries and trips overseas
My mental state being where it's suppose to be
The highs in the lows of this perplexity
Complement me, on my success baby
I challenge thee to think out the box
No detox i don't want to be sticker shocked
What i work for
To cry with attitude cause rent is due
aint got no boo or even a GO-TO
How bout whispering the chant of success
While another out of wed lock child lays on your breast
The substance to fulfill
Destiny is pleased
I dont want to struggle
I wanna live free.
My apologies if this sounds like you
Crying at night cause bills overdue
Got a notice on the door
You been at work all day
Where the money go
On another bill the other day
As soon as you get it is as fast as it leaves
Diapers wipes formula
Or car note gotta keep them keys
My minds fed up gotta reprogram and situate my financial prestige
save some money on minumum wages
Feel like my check got me locked in a cages
Im outraged and yet by my experience is not what i get paid
2nd job tired as hell
Wondering when the day will come when i can show in tell
I exhale that i always make a way that part of being a child of God
Sucess runs thru my veins
Discipline i lack
You know a black women dont take no slack
 Is it color or education we Lack
I'm educated cannot be duplicated but this paper does nothing for these minimum  wages
I engage with people going places and those that dream to be
Why am i broke what's my destiny
Do i speak a different language
or is it the ink on my skin
That defines my character
RAGING within
I'm careful
but should i be cautious
Does the sight of of Notice make you nauseous
My testimony is real
Don't pull no punches
They say hard work pays off
So why do i receive the losses
Better days ahead instead
I came up with a master plan
Reap the harvest of the seeds you plant
And make sure you touch the land
Don't put your life is Man hands
But God instead.
if it pleasure you to ridicule the fact
All people that are broke ain't lazy
THAT's A FACT

CHOICES

I DONT WRITE THEN POST SO ON THAT NOTE
LETS GRAB A COAT
HOP IN THE CAR JUST TO TAKE A DRIVE
IM INSIDE LETTING THE WIND RESIDE IN MY HAIR AS IT BLOWS
I DONT MEMORIZE I JUST TESTIFY
TO THINGS THAT TAKES PLACE
MAKING MY LIFE WHAT IT IS TODAY
MY UNDERSTANDING TO THIS IS THAT I PAVE THE WAY
FOR TRUTH AS IT STANDS
I DO THIS FOR THE KIDS SO THEY CAN UNDERSTAND
I HAVE NO HYPOTHESIS FOR THE THINGS I TYPE
AND THIS IS EXACTLY WHY I DONT WRITE
I BRING THE TRUTH IN THE WORDS I SAY
THATS[' WHY IT FLOWS LIKE THE SAN FRANCISCO BAY
I DO OBEY THE LAND OF THE LAW
I DO THINGS BY ORDER
SO THINGS DONT GET CROSSED
NOT NEW TO THIS BUT I LEARNED EXACTLY WHY
I TEAR DOWN WALLS WITH MY WORDS
IN HOPES FOR HEALING FOR ALL
THIS LIFE IS TO BE LIVED NOT JUST A FREE FALL
DECISIONS MADE MY WORDS STAND TO BE TRUE
I WASNT BORN THIS WAY
ONLY TAUGHT IN MY YOUTH!!!
TW....2012

FOOLISH OF ME

IS IT FOOLISH TO WANT TO HOLD HANDS IN A PUBLIC PLACE?
IS IT FOOLISH TO WANT YOU IN MY FACE?
IS IT FOOLISH TO WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU
OR RATHER FOOLISH BECAUSE I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU DO
DOES IT MATTER THAT WE LIVE DIFFERENT LIVES
IN YOU BEING AWAY FROM ME
ONLY WASTE TIME
IS IT FOOLISH THAT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS YOU FINALLY SEE
THAT I'M THE WOMAN OF YOUR DREAMS
IS IT DENIAL
CAUSE I LOVE HARD
OR WAS IT FOOLISH FROM THE START?
DOES LIFE GO ON WITH OUT YOU IN IT
WILL I BE HAPPY WITH OUT YOU
AM I FOOLISH CAUSE I SHOULD KNOW NOW
THAT JUST BECAUSE YOU LOVE
DOESN'T MEAN IT GOES DOWN
THE WAY YOU WANT
FOOLISH I'D RATHER HAVE YOU
IN LOVE NEVER LOST
FOOLISH IS YOU
I'VE WAITED 8 YEARS FOR A LOVE LIKE YOU..
LOVES EVERY PART OF ME
I DON'T FEEL ASHAME
IS IT REAL LOVE OR IS IT MY
FLESH GETTING THE BEST OF ME
HANDS DOWN FOOLISH CAUSE YOU GO ALL THE WAY WITH ME!
WE EXPLAIN OUR EMOTIONS AS IF IT IS
AND WILL BE
BUT HOW LONG DOES IT TAKE FOR LOVES REALITY
AM I FOOLISH CAUSE I WANT YOU
EVEN THOUGH ITS MORALLY WRONG
DOES TIME WAIT FOR ME OR YOU
OR MUST THE SHOW GO ON?

Prosecutor Says Berkeley Suspect Almost Got Away with Murder. Category: Page One from The Berkeley Daily Planet

Prosecutor Says Berkeley Suspect Almost Got Away with Murder. Category: Page One from The Berkeley Daily Planet

I'm Tired

Im tired of being responsible for the reactions i give
For the people i ignore
and life that i live
Im tired of loving folks that just dont love me back
But let me act a fool they gone have a heart attack
Im tired of shutting my mouth
For the sake of how it might make me look
Im tired of shedding tears
For people that arent true
Im tired of saying GOODBYE
yet i see you everyday
Im tired of waking up with the same frown on my face
Im tired of being Nice
When you really eerk my nerves
tired of staying in my lane
When you dont stay in Yurz
tired of apologizing for not doing you
not gon say sorry or run no Excuse
im tired of living like
I owe you sumthin
I paid my dues
Im tired and through
Now tell me what you tired of..

Untitled

Untitled because love has no boundaries
Soaring through the sky recklessly
Unleashing a inner beast dying to be free from captivity
I can taste it in the atmosphere
I have no fear
My Heart longs to be free
This world we live in has a way of keeping you one
dimension-ally
All Fictional but can you picture you
Soaring like a Eagle with wings
A walk that Tyra envies and an eye like a tiger
I'm tired of being the one to apologize for feelings that i feel
When deep down inside i know my feelings are real
I can't imagine my life with you
So why would i die trying to please you
A friendship is what i can give you
But you love what i desire which is the inner beauty of my soul
Your bold
Im conservative with Love
Sound outlandish
We argue and fight
Cause im a little mannish
Pushing a way a love
For emptiness i tend to fill
With the word that promises me that
He is the REAL DEAL.
Im just a mile away from my dream
but not with out shedding tears
and breaking hearts that i once loved and cared for
It's not over it's just beginning
I love you but not more than i love my kids or myself..
And that alone tells me
what direction to go
I can't forgive you so i must let you go.
Untitled
Tanish

All Because

All Because i'm not skinny and dont look like the rest.
 Slim waist long hair and tight mini dress. 
 What i was before is certainly not what i am now.
 Still tall and beautiful but weigh a few extra pounds
 Some say it's crazy, for you to look that way
 Other say you look good "Now you won't fly away"
 I must admit that i'm struggling with weight i want it off
 But all because i'm not built like you explains why you wear that frown.
 All because thin is in is why you choose to clown. 
 We from tha south where thick is in,
  and  ALL BIG GIRLS get down!!! 
 All because i'm NOT a size 6 Most men STILL Don't pass me by
 And the weight I carry around THESE hips I'm sure to make him cry.
 Extra baggage is what i carry and all because he wants to marry
 So i weigh in on the factors now
 And my weight doesn't mean a thing.
 If you gone love me love it all, 
 Cause this weights not a sure thing!!
Beautiful inspite of 
And because of....
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