THIS IS IT

THIS IS IT   I TELL MYSELF ONCE AGAIN
FROM THE TOP TO THE BOTTOM
BEGINNING TO THE END
MY LIFE'S STORY IS A GUARANTEED WIN
THROUGH HEARTACHE AND LAUGHTER 
I BEGIN TO SPILL THE BEANS
SEXUAL MOLESTATION AND FRUSTRATION
BURDEN MY HEART LIKE A DISEASE
TRANSFORMED MY BURDENS INTO POSITIVE ACTION
ONLY TO GET A REACTION FROM THOSE        
WHO THOUGHT I SHOULDN'T BE
HAPPY NOR SAD 
MAD OR DECEASED
TAKE A LOOK AT ME NOW 
DON'T YOU SEE THE INCREASE
THE RIGHT ROAD IS ALWAYS NARROW
WRONGROAD ALWAYS OPTIONS TO MESS UP EVEN THOUGH IT'S  WIDE
I TAKE PRIDE IN MYSELF LIKE FINE WINE ON A SHELF
NO PITY  PARTY FOR SELF 
MOTIVATION GIVING WITHIN ME 
FOR I GET WHAT I ASK FOR EVEN IF IM NOT WORTHY
SUBJECTED TO CIRCUMSTANCE
WHO IS WILLING TO TAKE A STAND
FOR THE PAIN IS WASHED THE PAST 
LIKE THE WIND BLOWS TALL GRASS
AT LAST IM FREE TO JUST DO ME..