Is it Just Me?

I fantasize about luxuries and trips overseas
My mental state being where it's suppose to be
The highs in the lows of this perplexity
Complement me, on my success baby
I challenge thee to think out the box
No detox i don't want to be sticker shocked
What i work for
To cry with attitude cause rent is due
aint got no boo or even a GO-TO
How bout whispering the chant of success
While another out of wed lock child lays on your breast
The substance to fulfill
Destiny is pleased
I dont want to struggle
I wanna live free.
My apologies if this sounds like you
Crying at night cause bills overdue
Got a notice on the door
You been at work all day
Where the money go
On another bill the other day
As soon as you get it is as fast as it leaves
Diapers wipes formula
Or car note gotta keep them keys
My minds fed up gotta reprogram and situate my financial prestige
save some money on minumum wages
Feel like my check got me locked in a cages
Im outraged and yet by my experience is not what i get paid
2nd job tired as hell
Wondering when the day will come when i can show in tell
I exhale that i always make a way that part of being a child of God
Sucess runs thru my veins
Discipline i lack
You know a black women dont take no slack
 Is it color or education we Lack
I'm educated cannot be duplicated but this paper does nothing for these minimum  wages
I engage with people going places and those that dream to be
Why am i broke what's my destiny
Do i speak a different language
or is it the ink on my skin
That defines my character
RAGING within
I'm careful
but should i be cautious
Does the sight of of Notice make you nauseous
My testimony is real
Don't pull no punches
They say hard work pays off
So why do i receive the losses
Better days ahead instead
I came up with a master plan
Reap the harvest of the seeds you plant
And make sure you touch the land
Don't put your life is Man hands
But God instead.
if it pleasure you to ridicule the fact
All people that are broke ain't lazy
THAT's A FACT